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One Late Night At 6 AM

Am I evil?
Is that why I cannot sleep?
Or is it because of the pain and despair,
Trapped and I can’t weep.
I tell myself I’m right
Coz in the mirror,
I can meet myself in the eyes.
Or maybe I’ve become so delusional
That I’m believing my own lies.
But I ask you -
Is it so selfish to look out for yourself,
When you’ve done all the good,
And the Gods have been of no help.
Do good and good you’ll receive, they said,
And blindly, I followed their way,
There’ll be trouble along the path, they said,
But everyone will have their day.
I waited for my day to come,
But the fate skipped my turn.
Now, I’m taking my fate on my own hands,
Let the world burn.
I took a shot at being good,
It was never meant for me.
If evil gets me what I want,
Then it’s evil I shall be.

  1. gToX
    November 6, 2008 at 3:56 am | #1

    ok…dhilo sutera evil huney bhaye….we must top the list dude…..We rule the evil empire, all of us Darth Vaders at one time or the next ;)

  2. You
    November 10, 2008 at 7:44 am | #2

    I am not sure about Cipher but yeah seems you;ll definitely top the list:P specially after those halloween pics…

  3. November 10, 2008 at 10:51 pm | #3

    what’s gud
    what’s bad
    after losing
    all i had
    it doesn’t matter anymore
    evil is hell’s god
    and
    we’re not sure if we’re in heaven

    i guess it’s better to rule, as gToX said

    Cheers!

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