Wanted: I-20, RA, Salary Raise, Woofer, etc., ……… & My Lost Dignity
As I sit here trying to make sense of it all, I realize that this could take a little time.
It’s been a while, well a little more than a week, since I posted anything here, and this is not how I pictured my next post to be. And ya, it has nothing to do with college applications, or my job, or my obsession with music. It’s about misplacing your priorities and being taken for granted.
You never stop learning. The moment you think you know it all, you’re the biggest stupid there is. Trust me I’ve been one many times. Sometimes I even wonder if I’m getting dumber each day. Or maybe just delusional or simply complacent. Whatever it is I feel as if I’ve snapped out of it. Don’t know how long it’s gonna last though.
We often have to make many sacrifices for others; nothing wrong with that. I believe in destiny; following your heart. When you truly want something in your life you’ve got to give it all you’ve got. Give it your all, but not your dignity.
I don’t have the answers. I don’t know what I’m going to do tomorrow. But I know that the first thing you need to do, the moment you’ve realized that you’ve dug yourself into a hole, is stop digging.
Lastly,……… “You don’t do that to friends…… you just don’t.”
firstly…hope the feeling lasts
secondly…just asserting the fact that you are not getting dumber by the day but you just don’t know when to stop and where to draw the line
and lastly…it’s never too late!!!
I for one hope that the feeling does NOT last.
I think the only way to get over the situation such as this to laugh at yourself and the situation. Let it go.It will be a lot easier.