More on Soul Searching
“Soul searching won’t get you anywhere when there’s not much to search for.”
I see vanity everywhere. When I look at life from a certain distance I see endless loops. Change is just an illusion. Nothing ever changes. I keep coming back to the same place again and again.
Maybe that’s why some the most trivial things in life give me the most joy. The minor things in life are the most important for me, because, even though for a few fleeting moments, they take me away from the ineluctable futility.
Don’t get me wrong here. I’m neither a nihilist, nor a pessimist. Strangely enough, I regard my self an optimist… it’s just, I’m not too good at it.